STRUGGLING.. SUFFOCATING.. I AM THE BEST!

Assalamualaikum, Good afternoon..

Arau, Perlis- Still pouring outside at 9 am until now (3.48 p.m).

As an adult at the age of 25 years old (next year I'm 26...shitzzz!), dating with books can be quite depressing. Facebook is not a fun medium anymore to interact with friends. Most of them are posting their happy life with their other half, their cute babies, and their on-going career. As a friend I'm very happy for them! 

STUDENT LIFE AT THE AGE OF 25~

People keep asking me the same questions for the past 2 years!

"Ey woman, when you going to finish study laa.. other people finished already you know. faster la"

Choi~ I know laa.. dont keep reminding me around the clock. I'm more happy to give you my pen and papers; and take a flight to Bali, Indonesia!. Seeing my peers all pursuing their career after their Masters and Doctorates makes me...........drink coffee and eat chips again! At the end, I called my Mom yesterday and told her I cant take this anymore. The stressful part is I dont have a permanent job, and my salary as a research assistant (MYR XXX) is not enough to pay all the basic needs. Thankfully, her words always eased me. She told me to give my very best shot and be prepared. THANKS MOM!

~my quotes~

 I remember during my secondary school I used to write this. HAHA.


PEER PRESSURE IS A THING,
THAT EVERY CHILD GOES THROUGH,
BUT ONCE YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER,
THAT TO YOURSELF YOU MUST BE TRUE,
KNOW THERE ARE TIMES TO FOLLOW,
AND THERE ARE TIMES TO LEAD,
DO WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT,
DO THINGS AT YOUR OWN SPEED,
DONT WORRY ABOUT OTHERS SAID,
DONT WORRY ABOUT BEING COOL,
JUST FOCUS ON YOUR FRIENDSHIP,
AND THE GRADES YOU GET IN SCHOOL
~voila fantastic..fantastic~ 

Why should you care and being jealous of others. Everyone have their own pace. Plan yours. And it will turn out GREAT. If you feel de-motivate, just take a second or two to think of your parents. What they hoping from you :)

 
But then again, as I stared at my laptop screen I realized one thing..which I'm proud of myself..teehee.

yes!! I-DUN-HAVE-ALL-THESE x)

For those who read this entry, be happy dear. You dont have to cook for someone, you only have to be fully committed to yourself 24hours, you wont have sleep deprive, and you dont have to change baby diapers! Just focus what the most important part in your life. Bit my bit you will solve it and pursuing the next stage in your life. Dont envy others (i told my self while listening to SISTAR- GIVE IT TO ME).

..sob3..

Thank you for ready my gibberish scribble~ Pray that I will finish my thesis before the end of this year. HOPEFULLY~


Adios~~

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